Too depressed to elaborate. Just answer me this: what's the hot pepper that’s small, red, and looks like a witch’s crooked finger? Is it cayenne? (That would be weird because I like cayenne when it comes powdered in a jar.) But this? My god, the stench. Combined with mussels? Horrible. Nauseating. If only my brain could vomit the memory.
Will I ever be able to trust the world again?